a million little thank yous.

I shot this in Paris...when I spotted two children chasing bubbles in the
Jardin des Tuileries. It never ceases to make me feel happy + carefree.

There are not enough words to thank everyone who reached out to me yesterday. The comments and the emails were incredible...like a shower of glitter on a day that desperately needed some sparkle. After several rounds of paperwork and twenty minutes of answering the basics, I was referred to a marriage + family counselor who also specializes in eating disorders, which is likely where some of my anxiety and depression stems. (In a big way. I believe I "yessed" every eating disorder-related question. I never realized it was so bad.)

Once I left the on-campus counseling center, I laid in the grass and indulged in a 45 minute daydream. It was the most amazing I've felt in weeks.  My thoughts didn't race. My heart didn't pound. I didn't think about food. Or my pants size. In simply seeking help, I feel I've found a bit of peace. Although there's tough work to do ahead, knowing that I don't walk alone has given me hope.

If you emailed me with questions or advice, I so appreciate it and will be getting back to you this weekend! I'm a bit emotionally zapped today, so I'm planning to step away from the computer and just enjoy life.

Funny sidenote: Yesterday morning, on my way to my counseling appointment my car overheated. Yeah, funny. On my way to my ANXIETY counseling...my car stopped working. High five, life! :)


  1. good for you
    hang in there and take care of yourself!


  2. Your poor car!

    I'm so glad the first step wasn't as hard as you thought it might be, and I hope it gets easier and easier with each step you take.

  3. You are amazing Bethany. I love that you are so honest. I'm so happy that you are doing this and think it's great that you are more at peace. I'm with you all the way!! x

    P.S. That shot is beautiful! And I love that you took some time to just daydream and think.

  4. I read both of these posts and didn't have the time I wanted to put into my response. It's too late right now (midnight! ugh!) and I'm too sleepy to say anything profound, but I want you to know I think you're awesome. Inside and out. And I am so rooting for you!

    Big hugs, sweet B.

  5. You are brave. honest. and true. and so lovely for sharing your true self.

    i love you.


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